Kenapa tak terus sambung master?

AlhamduLilah aku dh selesai dengan degreeeeeee..syukur2!

So bila dh grad ni soklan paling common is, sambung belajar ke keje ke kawen? EH.

Ada yang cakap "belajarlah, mudo lagi tuu"

Ada yg ckp " keje je terus! pastu kawen" EH

Sekarang nk habaq mai yg aku chose to kerja temporarily just for experience sake sebelum aku sambung study inShaaAllah kalo ada rezeki..(ok I REPEAT - KALO ADA REZEKI)

So skrg ni, aku tgh kerja temporarily kat PKNS. 

Ada yg tanya nape PKNS?

haha..why not PKNS? 

Aku actually bangga la gak en dpt keje kat PKNS ni hehe sbbnya ia merupakan salah satu firm yg byk membantu dlm pembangunan Selangor yg konon2 org kata the richest state in Malaysia. (yeker?)

Basically bukan aku xnk keje kat BIG 4 tapi memandangkan aku ingat nk keje jap je and aku xder keter sendiri yet and situation rumah skrg yg cam xder org nk jaga cuz bibik dh lari  -.-"  ..aku pun chose to cari kerja area Shah Alam jela. AlhamduLilah sebab last2 dpt kat PKNS (HPAIC Tower) yg cam belakang rumah je haa . Tapi tu pun 30 min gak la nk sampai kalo traffic jam di pagi hari. Bayangkan kalo aku kerja EY (Ernst & Young)?!

Tu baru takat belakang umah 30 minat jem! 

Aku hingat lagi hari tu 2 JAM aku stuck dlm jem masa nk g EY tuk employment interview (which last2 I told em' not to proceed my application cuz cam rasa jahat plak kalo tipu yg aku nk keje tetap padahal keje baper bulan je heh) 

So, ramai gak pelik (bajet ramai) nape aku nk susah payah keje dulu baru nk sambong padahal depa tau rindu aku pada Uni life menggunung!

So here are the reasons:

1) Aku tak pernah ada experience langsung buat bisnes/account/finance kat Malaysia. Sebab dulu aku dak pure science and hbs SPM teruh fly ke Australia. So aku hanya study account/bisness/economics/finance based on Australianya cara. Kita sume taw en Australia tu advanced country and kita ni developing country, so ofcoz la ada perbezaan di situ. 

Cara komunikasi dan persepsi dan environment keja Australia and Malaysia pun berbeza kot. Terms2 account yg diguna pakai pun ada yg lain. 

Aku tak kata "Kalo catu sia2lah aku study kat Australia catu!"..oh Tidak2..

Byk je persamaan antara cara kerja Australia and Malaysia bila aku dh kerja ni..

Cuma tulah, I just want to learn from Malaysian perspective plak uols.

2) To add on my CV. Aku bukanlah student yg hebat sgt pun, so bagi aku working experience actually lagi membantu daripada mempunyai berpuluh2 education certificates tapi tak pernah keje. To me, tempat kerja dpt mengajar aku byk perkara yg University xdpt ajar. Contohnya, cara bercakap, formality, isu semasa, etc etc. Malah, bila kerja kita berpeluang untuk meluaskan network kita. Haaa.

Lecturer aku pnah la habaq kan, sebenarnya kejayaan kita dlm kerja nanti 70% depends on network kita ngan org, 20% depends on pengetahuan kita pada undang2 dan isu semasa, and lg 10% dari apa yg kita study masa Uni.(PFFFTTT penat2 aku study 10% je?! takpa2..kalo kita study Lillahitaala, ilmu kita akan dikira 100% oleh Allah swt!)

3) Well, aku rindu to be with my family and my country ni. Dh cukup lama dh aku kat Australia (k cam poyo je cuz xdeerla lama sgt kalo baru 3 tahun setengah). Aku rasa apa salahnya aku be here again with my family before aku balik mengejar cita2 gituww.

kk.tu je. *bajetadaorangkisah*

Assalam! 

oh ps: Isteri Hilal Asyraf baru melahirkan puteri sulung mereka!! wah3! AlhamduLilah. baby so comeh! 

Perth

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Bunyi telefon office berdering2..

Persekitaran tidaklah sesebuk mana tetapi semua seperti khusyuk melihat screen PC..

Sebuk bekerja mungkin...atau ada yang melayari laman2 sesawang seperti aku sekarang..huhu

Di dalam semua itu,

Aku seorang tenggelam dalam mimpi separa sedar ku ini..

Merenung ke jendela,aku teringat hirupan udara segar semasa aku di bumi kangaroo itu.

Bunyi kereta yang sesak disini digantikan dengan bunyi burung-burung comel yang berkicauan di sana..

Pokok2 seperti melambai-lambai bersorak setiap kali aku pulang dari University,

Angin seperti membelai-belai cuba bermanja dengan ciptaan Illahi ini,

Air yang tetap sejuk dan nyaman mahupun bila udara panas membakar diri

Sungguh ini bumi tanah tumpah darah ku yang paling ku cintai,

Tapi terdapat lagi satu bumi di dunia ini yang hatiku mungkin selamanya akan terpaut di situ,

Bukan kerana keindahan bumi itu sahaja yang telah menjerat hati ini,

Tetapi..

Tetapi di bumi itulah aku diajar untuk berdikari

Di bumi itulah, aku buat pertama kalinya berjauhan dengan keluarga tercinta

Jika aku bak puteri di sini, di bumi itulah aku di layani bak seorang kelasi Nakhoda...

Itulah! Itulah bumi yang telah menyaksikan perubahan diri ini,

Itulah bumi yang telah ditakdirkan untuk mendekatkan aku lagi pada Pencipta kami.

Di situlah aku berjumpa dengan sahabat-sahabat sejati..

Di bumi itulah aku bertapak setiap hari untuk menimba setitik dari ilmu Illahi..

Iye..

Bumi Malaysia ini tanah tumpah darahku..

Tetapi sebahagian dari hatiku sudah terjerat di bumi kangaroo itu.

-Perth, Australia-

Kawan Baik

Pernahkah anda berasa kesunyian? Kerana anda tidak mempunyai gf, bf, bff, bffa (best fren for a while), awek, pakwe, ceweq, geng, member taiko dan apa-apa yg sama maksud dengannya?

Jangan Runsing lagi!

Kerana sekarang saya ingin katakan pada anda yang anda mempunyai kawan baik sejak azali!

YAAA..kawan Baik sejak azali uols.

Bukan nak kata, “penjaga” dari nenek moyang ke pe..tu creepy but Dia ada semasa kita sedih, kita gembira, marah, dan sebagainya.

Panggil je Dia, dan dia akan dengar. Dia mmg invisible! Tapi Dia mmg sangat power!

Tak payah susah2 nak habiskan kredit call, panggil nama Dia dan Dia akan datang lebih pantas dari Superman, Spiderman, Batman dan sekutunya.

Tak payah nak belanja makan, Dia yang bagi makan 24 hours!

Tak payah nk minta Dia janji “promise me , you will never leave me” sebab memang  GERENTI Dia takkan meninggalkan kamu!

Paling best dan “tacing” , walau kadang-kadang kita lupa kat Dia, marah kat Dia, ignore Dia..Dia tak pernah sekali pun nak emo dengan kita.

Selagi hayat dikandung badan, Dia sayang kat kita..dia bagi dan bagi dan bagi…Dia cuma akan uji kita bila kita dah teruk sangat supaya kita tak harm diri kita sendiri dan kembali membuat kebaikan.

Kira Dia mmg selalu nk kita bahagia.

Dia tak minta apa-apa, bahkan buat apa Dia nak minta kalau Dia dah ada segalanya!

Dia cuma minta kita jaga diri kita sebaiknya…   :’)

Sahabat2..

Dialah, ALLAH SWT!AR-RAHIM.

Mengaku JELAHHH

Susah betul nak mengaku salah sendiri!
Huwaaaaa. Kadang-kadang tu mmg obviously dah taw salah kita, tapi ada je benda yg akan dikeluarkan dari mulut ini untuk memanipulasikan keadaan, (gitooh" memanipulasikan")

"Eh , babah kata sunday star ke? oh ingat Sunday Times tu Sunday Star"
"ISH, bukan tu maksud Dhamirah la mama"
"Ish, no, Mmg saya yang kena jalan, tu mmg jalan saya! ok"

kaykay..sangat LAME bila fikir balik. Mmg terang2 kita sendiri salah, nk denial plak.
Kenapalah susah sangat nk cakap "ok..sorry.."

Adakah sbb EGO?

Hish. Allah tak suka. Nabi pun tak suka. Manusia lagi lahh.

Must change. Must improve.

WE MUST LEARN TO ADMIT OUR OWN MISTAKE.

>.<

Masalah.Masalah.Masalah.

Aku fikir .

Apa pulak baju nak pakai esok?

Tudung apa yg matching?

Minyak keter dh nak habis. Cukup ke tuk balik nanti?

Perlu ke aku minta maaf dari mama? Salah ke aku?

Aku fikir.

Siapakah Jodoh aku? Dia kah?

Banyaknya Pinggan di dapur yg kena basuh
Kain xlipat2 lagi

Malam ni aku patut masak atau beli je dari Kedai?

Baju untuk kenduri x ada lagi. Mcam mana ni?

Kasut yg sesuai?

Malam tadi aku x cukup tidur, habislah eye bag lagi.

Allah! BANYAKNYA MASALAH!

Tiba-tiba lagu “so soon” by Maher Zain berkumandang.

Mungkinkah ini salah satu cara Allah memberitahu aku, “wahai Dhamirah, benarkah kau  mempunyai masalah?”

Tetiba aku malu pada diri, betapa kecil masalah aku sebenarnya..

Macam mana agaknya saudara ku di Palestin? Rohingya? Syria? Africa?

Masalah mereka lebih berganda-ganda besarnya. Namun, tabah dan sabarnya mereka dijanjikan Syurga!

Bukan “nk masak atau beli” yg menjadi tanda tanya tapi “cukupkah makanan?”

Bukan pinggan mangkuk yg menjadi kerisauan, tetapi rumah..masih adakah rumah pada hari esok?!

Bukan “patut ke aku minta maaf pada mama?” tapi “masih adakah keluarga untuk dibelai esok?”

Sahabat, saudara saudari..

Apalah sangat masalah kita pada hari ini..

Renungkan.

"Jangan kata Allah aku punya masalah, tapi katakan pada masalah yang aku punya Allah maha segalanya! "(Saidina Ali bin Abi Talib)

Corporate

When I was a small kid, I wanted to be in the air force. Yes. Ganas indeed.

But, as I started to grow up, my parents have helped me in shaping my path and future.

Since my dad has been in the corporate world, he has shaped me in such a way that someday I will be in the corporate world as well.

Frankly speaking, that was not what I wanted in my life. I never ever planned that someday I will look at the companies reports, discuss about money, staying alert on what is happening on the world economy etc etc.

I had a big dream when I held my SPM certificate that is to be an aeronautical engineer. I don’t know why but the aeroplanes have fascinated me since young.

However, my dad’s dream was bigger.

Guess what, I like being in the corporate world. Talks about money, investments, millions/billions ringgit projects. Of course, I have not yet reach to that stage of making decision. However, I have experience helping the corporate to make decision even if it was as little as preparing the price summary.

Say you are driving by a building; some will be amazed by the design of the building and will ask “who is the Architect?”

Some will be amazed on the structure and strength of the building and ask “who is the engineer?”

But, who initiates it? A company.

Yes, we don’t know how to design a building in such a way it is beautiful in the eyes of the society.

Yes, we don’t know what to use as the foundation of a building.

But, a company has to know every story behind the building.

The architect must have consent from the company before proceeding.

The engineer must have consent from the company before proceeding.

All of that just to make sure everything is under control and as planned by the company.

Here, I am not saying that being in a corporate world is the best. Yet, I am just emphasizing that being in the corporate world has its own challenges and joy as well. 

DO YOU HATE MATH? I DID

hey hey.

Have you ever got a D or an E or even C for your Math?
I HAVE!

Seriously, I once HATED MATH so much.
During those times, I wished and prayed that I will never ever ever be involve in numbers.

AND YET. TODAY. IT'S THE EXACT OPPOSITE.
why?because I rather be involving in Math than reading the whole book.
haha.
But how did that happen?

Firstly, I am thankful to God and mama for introducing me to a superb Math tutor.
His name is En.Badri. Since then, he is my favourite teacher.
He taught me that in Math, you must understand the concept!
You cant just memorize the examples.
Because in exam, the numbers and rules will be the same. In fact! The question will be the same, but rather than finding "x", they'll change it to find "x" in terms of "y".

Secondly, PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT.
Once you have understand the concept, it will be fun to practice again and again.
Until some point, you will get addicted to it.
You will feel the most SATISFACTION AND PRIDE when you are able to answer a question that your peers found it hard and almost impossible to answer. haha.

I use to fail Add Math terribly when I was at High School.
So then, I started to ask myself. Do you want to get an E for your SPM?! of course NO.
SO, I invented a strategy. (cewahh."invented" gitooh)
So here's what I did:

I knew that the exam paper consisted of 3 parts.
And for every part, the examiner has allocated the sufficient amount of time that we should spend on on each part. Say, 40 min for part 1...45 min for part 2

So every morning, before I started studying other subjects, I will give myself the recommended time to answer  one section/part.

So, if this morning I have done part 1 for 40 mins..tomorrow I'm going to do part 2..n the day after I'm going to do part 3..
then after that, I will repeat the whole process..again and again for each morning before I started studying others.
The reason is simple, it helps me to keep the pace and to trained my brain to be focus..
Its a good start to a day as well.

DON'T worry if you cant answer any question. DON'T panic. And DON'T give up.
ONLY check and compare your answers after you have finished answering a section.

In Shaa Allah!
by the time SPM, you are all ready! :)


ps: I am not trying to be bajet, I am not so good in Math myself..still needs lots of help.
Just sharing my experience during my days of studying for SPM.

ALL THE BEST! Man jadda wajadda 

DOA. USAHA. TAWAKALLAH