menangis..

semasa engkau pergi,
mata ini tidak henti mengalirkan air..
jantung berdenyut dengan laju..
malam ku lambat..siang ku cepat..

semasa engkau pergi,
sedih aku menangis,
dalam gembira juga aku menangis..
seksa bagi aku mengukir senyuman..
kerana terlalu pedih luka di hati..

Sungguh jahil aku pada waktu itu..

Mengtangisi cinta yg tidak halal di mataNya..
merindui insan yg haram untuk aku rindui..
Melupakan cinta sejati aku yg sebenarnya..

Betul kata kekasih sejati ku,
"akan Ku gantikan kesakitan di hati mu itu dengan kegembiraan "
"akan Ku gantikan dia dengan yg lebih indah"

Wahai sahabat ku,
cinta manusia memang indah..
namun berduri di tengah nya..
cinta manusia memang berkuasa,
tetapi tidak kekal  selamanya..

wahai sahabat,
janganlah menangis, jangan kecewa..
menangis lah kerana tuhanmu..
kerana dosamu..
supaya di akhirat kelak, bulu matamu menjadi saksi dan penyelamat mu..

berpesan-pesan dengan baik k?

aurat?

apa tu aurat?

ala..tutup rambut je.

some says, nampak rambut sikit xpelaaa.

some covers all, but yet they still look "naked"?

WAIT..don't judge them by their appearance brothers n sisters..

We never know the niat of a person..

Sometimes a person don't even know what is aurat eventhough she's a muslim.

She might never be taught about it. She might have heard it, by she never gets the chance to fully understand it..

When a girl is wearing inappropriately, jgnlah kita terus komen yang teruk2.

Such as what I have read before..:

" tau x apa balasan orang yang tak tutup aurat nih?NERAKA !"

haiyh...jgnlah kita sampai mendatangkan fitnah terhadap agama kita sendiri..

"Islam never force" kata-kata seorang muslimah Turkish yang sempat ku kenali dulu..:)

Marilah sama2 kita tunjuk pada dunia betapa sopan dan lembutnya Islam ini..

Islam hanya berkeras apabila kita melakukan perkara yg mmg salah..tapi kalo kita bertaubat nasuha, kita masih dapat dimaafkan...walaupun sebesar mana pun dosa kita td..

Jom kita ambil iktibar dr Rasul kesayangan kita Muhammad s.a yg apabila dicemuh oleh org kafir, dia bersabar, malah berdoa pada Allah..

"Ya Allah, ampunilah mereka, sesungguhnya mereka tidak tahu apa yg mereka lakukan.."

sungguh muliakan kalau macam itu?

Memang mencegah kemungkaran dan berpesan2 itu wajib,malah selemah-lemah iman adalah mencegah sesuatu dgn hati sahaja.

Tetapi ingat, marilah kita berpesan-pesan dengan cara yg baik..dan terus berpesan..

insyaAllah hatinya akan terbuka..:)

ya Allah.

Kerana Dia Aku masih dcni,
Sambil menghirup udara yang sejuk..

Teringat kembali saat-saat getar aku lalui,
Tak tertahan rasanya hati pada masa itu..
Tak terpikul rasanya bahu untuk membawa bebanan pada waktu itu..

Sungguh aku ini pelupa.

ya Allah, dengan restu dan kasih sayang mu, aku dcni masih tegak berdiri,
Sambil menghirup udara mu yg segar ini..

Teingat kembali saat-saat aku melakukan dosa durjana
Seolah-olah Engkau tiada.
Seolah-olah dunia aku yang punya..

Sungguh aku pelupa..

ya Allah, sungguh kau maha pengampun..
Seluas langit dosaku tetap Kau ampun..
Sezalim mana diriku tetap Engkau memberi simpati apabila aku merintih untuk keampunan dari mu..

dan kerana simpati dan cinta Mu itu lah aku masih berdiri dcni..
menghirup udara yang segar..

Allah, sambutlah aku di kala kau seru kembali umat Rasul-rasul mu..
Panggillah nama ku dengan penuh rasa kasih..
Jangan lah Engkau paling dari Aku ..
Walaupun aku manusia lemah lagi hina..

Ya Allah, jangan pesongkan diri ku,
Setelah engkau berikan aku petunjuk..

Ajal Maut di tgn Allah swt

dcni saya ada satu cerita..
tentang pemandu motorsikal yg kemalangan...

" girlfren dia jatuh tah macam mana tah bleyh tertusuk besi divider.. tangan boyfrn dia plak terputus tah macam mana tah, habis ribs dia tertusuk perut dia sendiri...genap 44 hari, dia pun meninggal.."

Allah....ngerinya bila dengar..takut rasa bila memikirkan yang ajal maut itu semuanya di tgn Allah swt...
tak der daya langsung untuk diri ni melewatkan atau menghalangnya dr berlaku..
elok2 bawak motor, tetiba boleyh mati sengeri itu..

Astargfirullah..

"kesian isteri dia yg sarat mengandung anak kedua tu.."

"isteri?tadi kata girlfren"

"ialah, isteri...hmm tulah..isteri dh ada kat rumah mengandung jaga anak, tp ada gak girlfren"

subhanallah...Allah itu begitu hebat kuasanya..

terdetik di dalam hati ini...

macam mana agaknya kalo aku mati dalam keadaan itu..
tidak sempat minta maaf kepada manusia..
tidak sempat bertaubat..
Allah..Allahuakbar....

kawan2, hidup ni bukan 2,3 kali...hanya sekali sahaja..
dunia ini hanyalah ujian..dan tiada lagi ujian selepas ini..
jadi kenapa harus kita mempertaruhkan hidup ini? apakah kita tidak sayang lagi pada diri sendiri?

semoga kita sama2 selalu dapat mengingatkan each other tentang hari kebangkitan kita nanti..
Jom la kita sama2 cuba mengamalkan amal makruf nahimungkar supaya kita dapat meninggal dalam keadaan yg baek..dan supaya kita sama2 bergembira di hari kita dihisab nanti..

QS Al A’raf : 50
“Dan penghuni neraka menyeru penghuni syurga: " Limpahkanlah kepada kami sedikit air atau makanan yang telah direzekikan Allah kepadamu…."
 
Semua doa dan permohonan penghuni neraka tidak pernah diterima oleh Tuhan. Allah SWT hanya berfirman :

QS Ath Thuur : 16

“Masukklah kamu ke dalamnya (rasakanlah panas apinya); maka baik kamu bersabar atau tidak, sama saja bagimu; kamu diberi balasan terhadap apa yang telah kamu kerjakan.”

Umrah :)

classes are just around the corner people! (but I am still on MY LAND)HEHE..i know many of you are jelus! but heyy, dont worry, u people will be back on YOUR LAND again one day. so chill.

alhamduLilah, i think some of you might have already known that I have went to umrah during ma break.
So when many of ma frenz were bz playing with the snow, I was at the middle of the desert.
it was hot.(undeniable) but it was great! alhamduLilah.syukur2 to Allah swt.

we went to Madinah al Munawarah first then we went to Makkah al Mukaramah.

we arrived Madinah about 1 am.
so I quickly took a short shower and nap before preparing maself for suboh.
n when suboh arrived, masyaAllah, the azan was beatiful and I could see everybody, everybody from everycorner started walking towards the Masjid Nabawi..

and as I step into the Masjid Nabawi, subhanallah, what a beauty.
zam2 were everywhere. It is a must for me to drink the zam2 everytime i entered the mosque.
and everytime I drank the zam2, I would be amazed of it. I mean, lets think about it ya..the zam2 is a water that    
can be found in the middle of the dessert. and despite of the heat, the zam2 is always there since million of years already! and not only that, the taste of zam2 had never change!..Allahhuakhbar..

the view of madinah from my room

Masjid Nabawi (ignore her) n sori senget plak

after about 4 days in madinah..

we moved to Makkah..

and started our umrah..

the feeling when I was on my way to Makkah cant be describe..
it felt like, Allah has Invited me to his favorite place, to his home, to where a great man was born, Rasulullah s.a..
I felt honoured in the same time guilty because I have done so much sins and yet, Allah still make chances for me to be at Makkah again..sungguh Maha penyayang...

there's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much to say about my experience in makkah n madinah.
but I think the best thing is you just have to experience it yourself.....:)

salam wrt..

kepulangan PART 2

yes! dapat pun masuk dunia blog ni balek.

almaklumlah, agak bz lately..(sebenarnya lupa password kan..watever la dmira)-.-"

so, after hours on the flight, I have finally made it! I'm on MY LAND people.

di cnilah tempat tumpah darah ku.

so, it has been much pleasure being here..

I've done so much awesome thgs with awesome people..

I went to buy some new cool tudungs with ma mum

eat and eat..

bowling , roller skate. and much2 more!

sori senget.tp tu bro ek, not bf!

kalo nak tgk gambar skate, ada di facebook saya..(kalau nak tgk laa...)

ohkayh..tu je nak update so far.actually byk yg nak update.tp mama dh panggil!cya!

Love

salam to all.

for this time entry, I'd like to answer some curiosity of my friend., his name is Hilal.:)

well, he asked..

Yes there is a but ,
What if the other person thinks its more than that .
You're not leading on just you're being who you are but she/he thinks the differ and go further .
How do you not jeopardize the relationship as friends and not make the opposite sex heart broken .

that's a tough question man! seusly..
but, actually the answer is simple..

don't love a person too much and the way we show and give our love has to be right, tul x?(cece, i hope i'm right)
Jangan la over plak dlm loving sum1, if shes a girl, treat her and love her by following the guideline presented by Islam. and insyaAllah you'll be safe from any heart broken.

ofcoz, sum ppl will be "perasan" that when we treat em nice and care for em means we are falling for em..hmm....had face that before...
but in that case, we can't do anythg abt it..
But, does that mean we have to stop treating em nicely and love em for who they are?

what I meant by saying love a person n never hope anythg in return is to avoid any dishonesty in any relationships (frenship, family, husband n wife..etc etc)..
Some people are too eager to be loved back until they tend to be so worry and frustrated of themselves...
To me, its a very simple concept.. love, help, give ..bcuz everytime u does that, Allah will loves u even more..

hope that quite much  helps..hehe..
if not, im sorry!