Muslimah ?Next Door?"

As I was browsing through what I have wrote for these past couple of days, I realized that the name of my blog is "THE MUSLIMAH NEXT DOOR" and I wonder ..

Pergh "Muslimah" keeer aku niyh?

Well,  "Muslimah" means a Muslim women.
It doesn't mean you are  a Muslim woman that is very nice, alim, warak etc2.
So I guess, when I use the word "Muslimah", I was just referring to myself as a Muslim woman.
Because I am proud to be one! yeay!alhamduLilah.
So, don't be annoyed by the word Muslimah, cause I am not refering myself as a reeeeaally good Muslim woman. Because I don't think I deserves to be called "warak", although I wish for it most of the time! T.T

Then came "The Next Door",
Well, that supaya kita semua rasa close to each other..
you know, like your neighbour next door..
A person, who is not related to you by blood, but has to care for you, tanya2 khabar..tegur, bagi nasihat etc etc..
Someone who would like to share nice stories with you..
Someone who wants to share her ups and downs in life..
That someone is me..

So, that's how I came up we the idea of giving my blog's name, "The Muslimah Next Door"..Hooray!

Because we are only humans

Regret.

Have you ever regret something in your life? I'm sure you sure does.
We regret meeting sum1, we regret saying something, we regret doing somethg.

But...have your ever wonder that maybe just maybe, if you didn't make those mistakes you would not be where you are right now..You might be worse!

As for me,
I used to tell my friends that I regret that I used to be madly in love with I guess the man that does not deserves it! (because he's not my hubby ponnn)
But then, she told me.
"well, at least now you can learn from your mistakes"

Imagine, if your never did any mistakes in your life..would you ever going to know or learn which is right and which is wrong?

Ofcoz, the Quran has stated every rights and wrongs.
But I dont think every each of us would be rajin enough to read and understand every verse in the Quran to learn all the amar makhruf nahi munkar.

So, that's how we human learn.
That is from our own mistakes.
So the next time you feel very regret for those mistakes you made, just say Astargfirullahazim..seeks forgiveness from Allah swt, learn from your mistakes, taubat nasuha (promise NOT to repeat it again) and MOVE ON with life.

Do not ever being too regret and live in your past.

Because, once you have promised to Allah that you will never ever repeat the mistakes u made..you are clean from the sins you made..inShaaAllah..

“Katakanlah: ‘Hai hamba-hamba-Ku yang melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri, janganlan kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah mengampuni dosa-dosa semuanya. Sesungguhnya Dialah yang maha pengampun lagi Maha penyayang.” (Az-Zumar: 53)

Speechless

Something. That. Relates. To. My. Situation.

Something I could not express in words.

Go. Figure.

pffftttt

Bergantung pada yang tak mati

Aku tak taw apa definisi "kawan baik" pada korang.
Tapi pada aku, aku tak pernah ada a person yg mmg boleh aku panggil dialah kawan baik aku dari dulu..
Sebab pada aku,manusia bersifat pelupa and also bersifat "chipsmore" haha *kejap ada kejap xder*

However,
aku syukuuur sangat pada Allah swt sebab aku dikurniakan kawan-kawan yang baik-baik..

AlhamduLilah, bila aku gembira aku ada kawan untuk ketawa bersama.
dan bila aku sedih, aku ada kawan yg sudi mendengar segala rintihan,
bila aku susah, ada kawan yg sanggup membantu..

Walaupun,
mereka bukan orang yg sama,
mereka tidak akan sentiasa berada di sisi..
sebab aku faham, dalam hidup ni akan tiba satu masa kita terpaksa meninggalkan..
Betapa kasih dan cintanya kita pada seseorang itu , satu hari kita atau dia mesti pergi juga..

Ofcoz, org tu xkan pergi terus..
Dia akan sentiasa ada, tapi mungkin dh x serapat dulu..

Dah lumrah hidup,
stranger menjadi lover,
lover menjadi stranger,
kawan menjadi lawan,
kawan tetap kawan,
lawan tetap lawan..

Tapi cane pun, aku tahu yang aku kena sentiasa bersyukur sebab setiap manusia yang Allah hantarkan untuk kita tu ada reason, ilmu yang kita harus pandai cari dan belajar dari setiap org..
So that, bila diorg pergi kita taklah berendam air mata je.
Instead, kita redha dan bersyukur.

Ala, lagipun kenapa nk risau kalo teman sejak azali akan sentiasa ada sampai bila2...*wink2*  ^^

"Mmg kita tak boleh, selagi kita tak bergantung pada yang tak mati"-Syafiq,     Rokok dan Kopiah

Mak cik jual kopok kat MakJah

Semalamkan, eh..kelmarin...aku pi makan kat Mak Jah..(1 of the restaurants that was opened on new year eve) ..

So while I was waiting for the food I ordered, there was a mak cik that came to each table.
Ala, you know the mak cik yang selalu jual2 kopok tu..

Allah, teruh mixed feelings gak la time tu cause aku taw that my table is next!
So yeah, mak cik tu pon datang la kat meja aku..

makcik tu cam "nak kopok dik...?"

aku pun.."o baper sepekat makcik?"

"10 ringgit dik.." makcik tu reply..

dalam hati aku..*10 hinggit, mahal la gak sebenarnya.......tapi....tapi xpe, makcik ni pun dh tua, sanggup dia jalan from 1 table to another demi sesuap nasi tuk dia and anak2...wajib bagi aku sebagai umat Islam tolong saudara seIslam aku...x salah pun aku membelinya..apalah sangat 10 hinggat nk compare dengan duit yg aku dh bazir..ishish.."

So, selepas memikir semua tu dalam 1 saat..cewah..
aku pun membelinya..

"kopok ikan keli ke ikan biasa dik?"
"kopok ikan biasa lah makcik.."..huhu

Pas aku beli tu, seorang akak ni pun panggil dia..before tu makcik tu approached dia dulu tapi dia reject..

Aku tak tau la dia tetiba nak beli lepas nampak aku beli ke pe..
Tapi kalo lah betul, AlhamduLilah syukuuur sangat..
Mungkin Allah nk tunjuk, bila kita buat baik kat orang..orang lain pun akan mempunyai kesedaran untuk nak buat baik gak..


haha....ala tp mungkin gak akak tu mmg tetiba teringin nk kopok en..who knows...:)

Cari kerja.

Carikerja .. pfft...dah xder keje lagi ker aku ni nk cari kerjo pulaks.
Honestly, aku still on my holiday mood...aiyak.

However, it seems like everywhere I go...(almost everywhere la bajet diva ke everywhere org kenal aku..adoii)..so yap...almost everywhere I go, org akan tanya..

"so sekarang keje kat ner?"
"tengah cari kerja ke? or dah ada keje?"
"nk keje pe?ke nk sambung belajar dulu?"
"bila nk kawin??"   ...eh

tula EMPAT soklan2 cepu emas yg mmg cam kena cepuk je..

sebenarnya, ada je keje waiting...tapi tapi......uhukuhuk
aku rasa cam nk cuti je dulu...cuti sampi muntah
haha

bukan pe, dh keje nanti dh mula la responsibility baru..
hari tu aku intern pun rasa cam bilaa laa nk cuti niyhhh..
kalo keje?


tapi, aku pasti akan keje!
inShaaAllah. xkan la aku nk asyik goyang kaki je kat rumah ni.
Allah pun suh hamba2nya berusaha!
Dah Allah bagi Ilmu, kena laa aku manfaatkan ilmuNya tuu....

New year. New Diary.

Bismillahirahmanirahim.

ITS NEW YEAR everyone!

Hm, aku rasa new year kali ni aku nak lebihkan sikit blogging ni.
Bukan la sebab aku nk orang baca ke pe tapi aku nak jadikan blog ni sebagai tempat aku meluahkan pandangan, experience, thoughts, bla bla bla.

Sebenarnya,
Aku pernah ada diary sendiri..
In fact kat Australia pun, segala isi hati aku luahkan kat diari tu.
Tapi since aku nak balik hari tu, segala buku2 yg x penting sgt aku terpaksa recycle.

So. There goes everythg I wrote.
Diary tu pun aku buat just tuk tempat aku lepaskan segala geram, marah, sedih and kecewa.haha.
Actually, its fascinating gak bila after few years, aku baca balik apa yg aku tulis then aku rasa omgee aku ke yg tulis ni?

So now, instead of aku simpan kenangan aku dalam diari yang aku boleh recycle bila2 tu, may as well I'll just write it here! cumaaa, yg personal sgt tu takkan la aku nk share gak..

InShaaAllah, aku harap apa yg aku tulis nanti dapat benefit aku .Tak kisah la xder org nk baca..cuz..kalo ada org nk baca pun well hopefully it will benefit that person too.

k. again.. Happy New year tahun masihi!
ps:kalo kami umat Islam dah new year lama daa..;P